Liberated Author

  I am taking responsibility. Michelle Dellene LLC was established November 5th, 2020 the year of clarity, the year of the Star of Bethlehem gleamed bright green in the sky close to Christmas I gazed at the dark starlit sky for hours on end mesmerized only to be accompanied by the warmth of a fire and a light jacket. 

Still working as a surgical PA my heart welled with confidence as I knew I was destined to serve the world in additional ways. I knew I could create a workplace that empowered others to heal and I focused on healing myself to find out how. 

“When you wish upon a star you truly find out who you are” chimed in my head as I became nostalgic of that moment. 

Little did I know what the waters of the unknown had in store for me. 

As a mom of a newly celebrated 3 year old daughter, making a secure, steady six figure salary, in my beautiful home and engaged to one of the most magical men I’ve ever met.. the dragon of fear was parrot sized perched on my left shoulder only chattering every now and again. 

Then like a flick of the universe’s wrist the power of transformation electrified my world filling up my reality with a dense fog of uncertainty. 

My wish had come true. I was liberated from the restraints of my allopathic 60 hour job commitment and the fiery coals of time were lit beneath my feet. 

“Be careful what you wish for” - chimed in my head. 

My sympathetic nervous system now awestruck with uncertainty only echoed by voices surrounding me. My loved ones seemed more afraid than I recognized myself to be. 

A serene sense of calm blanketed my composure. I knew deep in my heart that everything would be alright. 

The tune of reggae music uplifted my soul and carried me through several life events to follow. 

I sat in meditation just as an animal lies close to the earth during the calm before a storm. 

My body sensed the chaos of energy heading my way. 

My business and spiritual coaches shared with me the importance of the alignment of astrology and my birth chart and confirmed the unprecedented time I was surely entering. 

Still I stood strong and tall as a brave warrior ready for battle. 

Then as a tornado hits a city my material world swirled around me. Sentimental items spinning in circles just outside the length of my fingertips. I’d reach for memories I had long forgotten as the wind swept open long locked boxes I’ve promised not to reopen. 

Cleansed by my tears I thought the storm was surely over. The sun broke through the clouds and I opened my arms wide as an eagle soars eloquently and effortlessly in the sky. 

My body in time would remind me of deeper emotions my mind was not yet ready for. Three, four, five, six months of subsequent release of energy would blossom in the form of emotions and healing. 

Illuminating my inherent need to balance my insecurities. I can openly and honestly admit these things because I have developed the courage to do so. Something I would have been too fearful to even consider in the past. 

Through all of the experience, a supreme awakening of clarity has become prevalent. My strength has drastically improved. My health is optimized and my beauty is radiating. The wounds of my heart have healed and my mentality has created space for creativity. 

The ever growing tree of gratitude has expanded its roots deep and it’s leaves grow bright green and healthy reaching for the heavens of freedom. 

My family flock to me as they recognize my glowing bright golden light and my daughter gazes upon me as does a princess wishing to become a queen. 

But even more beautiful than all is that the present moment has never been more apparent to me. 

Sweeping me gently as do the colors of the wind, the ocean cleanses my skin and the sun energizes my heart. The moonlight bathes my soul and my womb is magnetized by the path of the unknown. 

The closeted artist of a writer inside of me has been set free as I allow the pen of Mona Lisa to guide Thee. 

Lit by a candle the poet works at night, illuminated, energized and uplifted by starlight. 

Maybe it’s my inner child or first born, energy adorned

Whatever it may be

She’s alive and ready to ride free